So I attempted to upload a video, but it failed. BUUUUUU!!!! I am still going to try.

School gets out tomorrow but it is a half day and seeing as I only attend the second half of the day, I get out today!! I hope to ride Ranger today after school, it is sunny!! I am going to hang out with Akiko tonight, so YAY to that as well.

I am going to have Psyc and OC/OT appointments on mondays one after the other, eventually, but for now I only have the Psyc.

This last Saterday I worked at a booth at a festival, in the cold, and have only just recovered today. I was achy all over and constantly tired. I actually pretty much slept all day Sunday.

The Pencil

I used the program MediaEdit 3 to make this video. I was allot different than Adobe Premiere Elements.

My mother and I both suffer from intense Migraines. But this scared me to no end. She went to bed with a migraine one night and I was contacted at school (I walked to my school) that my mother was in the hospital. My ex-Step dad had found that she was having memory problems, she was wondering where I was and where my little sister was, she would repeat questions over and over again. She was fine later that day but could not remember certain events that had happened a week ago. I was in sixth grade.

Nearly a year later, I was in middle school (I needed a ride to school) and came up the stairs and found my mother on the couch. I was late and called out to her. She 'mmed?' and I let her know that we need to go, and got no response. I called out again and got another 'hmm' and once again let her know that we needed to leave and got another 'hmm'. This went on for a long time and I finally got my ex-Step dad and he took her to the hospital. This time her recovery took a week. There where times when she would not recognise me, or think that I was still little, or that she was still with my dad, times when I did not exist yet. I helped feed her and tried to answer her questions, I was usually the only one in her room so I did not know how to deal with it.

The good memory I have about that time was the nurses helping me with my health homework.

I get scared every time my mom gets a migraine.

This was bird was working on the side of our house!!! It is soo cute, but I cant figure out what it is.

In the case of Fibromyalgia and the flu, I have found that I am not alone. Not allot of people have said that their pain worsens when the get the flu, but there are a few. I have not found any documentation on it so I will keep looking.


I have ridden allot lately as my pain has not been as bad, and I have also been taking more fashion photos and Have started creating clothing out of dry wall tape and duct tape. I will take photos and post them.