Monday, October 12, 2009

I have gone through life getting sick often and struggling with school work. Slowly it got worse, headaches, low energy, cognitive issues, increased depression, and soreness all over. I have been taking anti-depressants for over a year, and at first they seemed to work like a dream, getting rid of some of my symptoms and for some of the others I was prescribed ADD medication. Unfortunately the ADD meds either gave me a head splitting headache or resulted in not being able to sit still at all. And recently my anti-depressants had seemingly stopped working. In the past my depression led to cutting, and recently I engaged in doing so again.

Now I am tired all the time no matter how much, or little, sleep I get. I have what I call a "shut off point" were I seem to end up unable to do much of anything, even talking seems to become a chore. I also have problems thinking complete thoughts sometimes and my sentences don't always come out strait. So now I am to have all sorts of tests done.

So cheers to doctors and their many big words.
Cheers to Anti-Emo pills and ADD meds.
Cheers to Yawns and dry eyes and heavy eye lids.
Cheers to little cuts in skin.
Cheers to test that will let me know whats wrong.
Cheers...

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